tak tenteram

sejak akhir2 ni, hati n jiwa aku rasa cam xtenteram jer. tapi ke atas suatu hal yang xpasti. terlalu banyak aku berfikir. n makin buat aku semakin xtenteram.

ntahla.

dah lama xbukak blog. aku bukan penulis yang baik. mungkin sebab tu aku sendiri pon malas baca mende yang ditulis oleh aku sendiri.

princess and the frog

sungguh best cerita ni...

dia buat lagiii...

ketika otw balik dari mengambil rakan sekerja di LCCT tadi (lebih kurang 5.14pm), telefon berdering...

opis: boleh pegi tioman tak malam esok (jumaat malam)?

perrgghhh... panas hati betul aku mendengarnya. weekend kena kerja lagi. walaupun aku cakap xboleh tapi mesti ada opismate yang kene pegi jugak. sama jer, xkisah aku ke, orang lain ke, pokoknya - last minute plan, last minute bagitaw.

xleh pikir ke, weekend la orang nak rehat, ada janji ngan orang, atau ada hal lain. aku xkisah sangat nak keje tetiap ari (7 ari seminggu), tapi jangan la selalu sangat, n lagi satu jangan last minute bagitau. banyak mende aku plan awal.

dah xlarat orang maki, merajuk, marah, sindir, gelak, xpercaya, kutuk dan lain2 yang sewaktu dengannya sebab xtepati janji, kejap boleh kejap xboleh.

minggu depan nampak cam pegi langkawi + pulau perak. tu pon sampai ke weekend jugak. xtaw lagi saper la yang kena pegi. tapi memang siot la camni.

letih-penat-boring-kecewa kuasa lapan juta.

huwaaaaaaaaa...

boring + marah + bengang

boring betul la keje asik2 camni. semalam kata dah kensel utk ke langkawi + layang2 + erb west. hati dah gembira sebab boleh ke mukah. alih2 petang ni telefon, layang2 jadik. abis tu, camne ngan perasaan gembira aku nak ke mukah. buat aku marah n bengang betul la.

nak salahkan bos, xleh. bukan dia buat jadual. salahkan klien, diorang pun takat orang bawahan je. bahagian2 atasan ni yang buat kejap jadi kejap xjadi.

weekend pulak nak 'family day' la plak. plan arini. nak peginya sabtu. minggu depan ke layang2. abis tu, camne ngan aku? camne ngan plan2 aku buat? masa untuk diri aku sendiri? kalau aku dah ada janji ngan orang? ada ke orang kisah dengan menda2 camni?

teringat kata2 ex-rakan sekerja -"your poor planning is not my emergency".

bukan sekali mende2 camni jadik, tapi dah berkali-kali-kali-kali. penat sangat2 dah. kalo rakan2 lain xterasa, aku mmg terasa. last2 yang kecewa tetap aku.

malas nak salahkan orang lain. salah aku jer la. aku salahkan diri sendiri utk dulu, kini dan masa akan datang, kalau mende2 camni berulang.

penat-boring-marah-bengang.

tapi siapalah aku.

sigh.

MnM

Congrats for MnM's wedding...

shapie

ini perbualan telefon yang jadi kat aku tadi...

- kat mana?
- johor, saper ni?

- xkenal aku ke? ko baru balik sabah kan?
- haah. saper ni? kenal aku ke?

- ko xkenal aku ke? aku yang kenalkan sumandak masa kat sabah tu.
- err... saper ni?

- shapie la... xingat ke?
- ehhh... shapie mana lak ni? bebetul xingat la.

- kehkeh hahaha hahaha. kahkahkah. aku la nob. mapiau. ko kat johor bebetul ke. aku free skang ni... bla bla bla bla....
- ceh... ampeh

:: ampeh mapiau, aku ingatkan saper je. upanya mapiau nak ajak lepak2...

kalau inginkan sesuatu, kena korbankan sesuatu yang lain.

aku rasa ayat tu betul. mungkin dah sampai masa untuk aku korbankan sesuatu untuk dapatkan sesuatu yang lain.

dulu seorang, kini berdua

hari ni kawan aku {codename: siam} masuk ke rumah (bilik) aku. yup. setelah 2 tahun lebih aku tinggal seorang diri (setahun setengah di rumah sekarang).

aku bukannya suka duduk ramai2 ni, tapi sebab kawan kena cari rumah lain, jadi aku pelawa la tinggal sekali. mungkin sementara aje kot (harap2 la. pening kalau dok sebilik reramai ni).

dah lama seorang, kini dah berteman. mungkin lepas ni cara hidup pun akan berubah.

so, welcome to my home beb.


ps: harap2 lepas ni dapat berdua dengan yang lain jantina pulak. bertiga, berempat, berlima bla bla bla... amin.

jalan jalan cari henset...

henset saya boleh dikatakan dah jahanam jugak la. lampu skrin xmenyala, kadang2 sim card xdetect dan macam2 lagi. so saya jalan2 la semalam untuk tengok2 enset.

antara tempat yang saya cari adalah seksyen 18 shah alam, alam sentral dan plaza masalam. di plaza masalam, saya jumpa la jenis yang saya berkenan. dah lama gak la saya mengidamkan jenis nih.

saya tanya tokey kedai, macam2 soalan, best ke xbest. model apa lagi bagus, 2000 atau 3000, kaler lain apa harga dan sebagainya.

n lepas tu, saya berjaya memiliki sony PSP 2006 LP, kaler lavender purple. memory 4gb, ngan casing.

lain kali je la beli ensetnye.

metrojaya : jualan gudang 12-16 ogos 2009

jualan gudang metrojaya kembali lagiiiii....

smalam petang lepas balik keje, saya singgah kejap. tgk ada apa2 yang menarik. adakah berbaloi iklankan pada kawan2, sedara-mara, keluarga dan sebagainya.

ini adalah penilaian saya pada hari pertama (12ogos).

- barangnya memang banyak, tapi feelnye xde
- 'branded' punya barang, cam xde je. yang sblm2 nih, ada gak jeans levi's, dockers, sandal crocs n barangan yang best2. tapi semalam xde.
- sale hanya cam sale biasa jer. cam kat metrojaya biasa.
- cosmetics n fragrance area lagi mengecewakan. ada la 10 jenis perfume 'branded' yang ada. yang set2 mmg xde. harap minyak wangi jer la.

kalau sebelum2 ni punya metrojaya sale rate 10, kali ni punya aku bagi 7 jer. base pada aku pegi semalam la.

ps: maybe diorang simpan barang utk wiken kot.

happy birthday to me

08-08 baru nih, aku telah menyambut hari jadi yang ke 26 (tua dah aku nih).

abah n aina tanya nak apa, so aku pon pegi la soping ngan aina aritu, bajetnye nak kasut sanuk la... sbb memang mengidam kasut tu. pegi kat OU, tapi design pickpocket n satu lagi idaman aku tuh, xde saiz la plak. ampeh betul. masuk kedai nike, adidas, crocs n macam2 lagi la, abis pusing satu OU. tapi xtau nak beli apa. last2 beli beg. TQ abah n aina (padahal diorang plan nak beli microwave utk aku, senang nak panaskan makanan, tapi yang aina tunjuk tu, besar sgt la plak, tu yang carik mende lain)

n balik kampung, tetiba mak tunjuk oven (walaupon bukan 'oven ajaib' yang macam sorang kawan saya nih punya). oven kecik jer. adiah arijadi katanya, sebab nak pose, xyah la sahur pon nak kuar. n xde la makanan beli awal2 tu sejuk. tq mak. u are the best.

kepada semua yang ingat n wish arijadi saya arituh... mekasih banyak la yek...

susah ke ngan aku nih

susah ke ngan aku nih... pelik sungguh aku ngan diri aku sendiri nih...

so long my friend

arini last day pojie kat sini. semoga kau berbahagian berjaya dalam apa juga bidang yang kau ceburi..

kawan baik n abangku...

kosong...

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!

Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love

And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love [2x]

yup

yup...

memang benar penapis air kat kg aku pakai bio-aura...

isk isk isk

bill n waq

kelmarin jumpa bill. walaupun dah setahun xjumpa, tapi bill masih macam dulu. gila2 dan sentiasa memberi dorongan. setahun di kuwait. macam2 cerita keluar.

waq pulak, lecturer uitm yang paling ekstrem suruh aku ber'awek'. hahahaha. katanya aku hanya akan betul2 berubah kalau aku ada awek. banyak la ko waq.

dah lama xlepak sekali semenjak waq kerja di uitm n bill di kuwait. pojie lak dah antar notis. tinggal aku jer lagik. maybe blom rezeki aku.

teringat ketika masih bersama.

lima-ratus-d iii

dah sebulan aku ada awek nih. tapi masih belum abis explore / main ngan dia. kesian dia. jadi mangsa ketidakbetulan jadual aku. is isk isk

nanti ada peluang kita main sesama ek. elelele cayang dia.

nanti kita jenjalan outing ngan lelabah, mapiau, val n geng2 yang lain yek...

saydina ali n some math problems

A person was about to die, and before dying he wrote his Will which went as follows..."I have 17 Camels, and I have three sons. Divide my Camels in such a way, that My eldest son gets half of them, the second one gets 1/3rd of the total and my youngest son gets 1/9th of the total number of Camels"

After his death when the relatives read his will they got extremely perplexed and said to each other that how can we divide 17 camels like this.

So after a long hard thought they decided that there was only one man in Arabia who could help them: Ali Ibne Abi Taalib.

So they all came to the door of Ali and put forward their problem.Ali said, "Ok. I will divide the camels as per the man's will. I will lend one of my camels to the total which makes it 18 (17+1), now lets divide as per his will"

The Eldest gets 1/2 of 18 == 9
The second one gets 1/3 of 18 == 6
and The Youngest gets 1/9 of 18 == 2
Now the total number of camels == 17

Then Ali said, "Now I will take my Camel back"

hahaha... what a brilliant guy

11 things kids did not and will not learn in school

To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair -- get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping -- they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.Rule

9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

lima-ratus-d ii

sebenarnya aku dah lama ada hati ngan satu awek nih.

tapi cam biasa, aku kan pemalu n aku taw awek ni pon leh tahan gak hi maintenancenye.

satu ari, sorang abang (lelabah) janji nak tolong aku utk dapatkan awek nih. tq abang.

n bebaru nih, abang lelabah n wifenye, kaksami dah tolong aku utk mengejas awek nih. setelah lama me'nego'2, akhirnya aku berjaya memiliki awek idaman aku.

tq abg lelabah n kaksami, jasamu dikenang.


ps: aku rindu pada awekku itu. huhuhuhu